Beginning of Summer

Yay!! school is finally out for the summer. I love having the kids home for the summer, plus it is one less thing I have to do during the day when they are out of school. I love being home with the kids in the summer this is the first summer I have actually spent it at home, before I was working at the insurance agency I was always crossing so I was never really home, I LOVE IT!!!! The kids have been so helpful we are able to actually get the house organized we have been doing a project a day and it doesn't feel so overwhelming. We are planning a trip to Washington at the end of this month to see my brother and his family they are going through the LDS temple it will be so nice.

We have a busy week ahead of us, tomorrow RaKelle has to have 2 teeth pulled and then Friday we have another appointment with Jaren's neurologist, I have a list ready to take with me for all of my many questions, including what the reasoning is behind not letting him start Alzheimers meds. He has been having a hard week also so I am glad he is going in on Friday, some days he is so on and he knows everything and somedays he has no clue what is going on. Today I asked him what day it was and he had no idea, I also asked him what year it was and he also had no clue, somedays are hard to see him like that he will ask questions sometimes that make no sense or say off the wall things and I will look at him and say do you know what you just said and he says "NO" did I say something. Another thing that has been driving me crazy is he is deathly afraid of spiders and it was never a problem before he makes one of us be downstairs with him because he is so afraid of them he wants someone to be there so that they can kill it. He woke up in the middle of the night one night and jumped out of bed and said why do spiders always have to be in my bed? I sat up and there was a little tiny tiny spider crawling it was smaller than an ant, needless to say I didn't sleep a whole lot that night because he was so worried about spiders. Some nights he sleeps well and doesn't wake at all some nights he is up every hour. He also has little ticks that he does, like bite his teeth, clearing his throat, and now he does this little noise thing I haven't figured out yet how else to explain it, it isn't like a moan but it is very disturbing especially when you are sleeping! I will update after we make a visit to the neurologist and hopefully we may get some kind of answers to some of my many questions.